I. This One’s Teeth Are Mostly Dreams
You can’t eat with them.
You can only ache.
That’s what they said
when they looked in my mouth.
This one—
her teeth are mostly dreams.
Not bone.
Not ivory.
But the fragile scaffolding
of night.
You can’t chew with that.
Can’t bite down,
not on fact,
not on flesh.
They crumbled, of course.
Every time I tried
to feed myself—
an apple,
a name—
a piece would break away.
I swallowed them,
the small ruins,
thinking I’d keep
what I could.
I learned to smile
without showing.
To speak
with the soft caution
of the broken-jawed.
Still, the dreams grew back.
Shaped like canines.
Shaped like punishment.
I asked the mirror:
Who gave me this mouth?
Who thought hunger
was a thing
I could bear
with nothing sharp?
But the mirror only gave me
what it always gives—
a reflection
I did not ask for,
echoing
some deeper refusal.
This one—
they say again,
their hands cold and clean—
this one wasn’t made for biting.
This one’s hunger
must be metaphor.
They never ask
if it still hurts.
They assume
you cannot feel
what’s made of dream.
But I do.
Even now—
when I sleep,
I wake with a jaw full of ache,
and nothing
between my teeth
but the echo
of what I never dared
to tear.
II. Mouth Logic
The body is a system.
But this one glitches.
You were told:
the body is a system.
Teeth are tools.
Tongue, translator.
Lips — soft gate
to something useful.
So you tried to speak
in diagrams.
To match your voice
to what the world wanted:
clarity,
reason,
restraint.
But your mouth had its own logic.
It swallowed instead of answered.
It sang at the wrong times,
hummed hymns into skin
that hadn’t asked for music.
They said:
You bite too late.
You say too little.
Your vowels are swollen
with feeling.
What did they want?
A mouth that obeys.
A mouth that never asks
what the words cost
on the way out.
You started closing it,
out of caution.
You fed it sugar
to keep it quiet.
Still, it dreamed—
of cracking bone,
of hot cherries bursting,
of syllables
that left a bruise.
What they forget
is that even silence
has muscle.
Even a closed mouth
knows how to ache.
III. Chewing Through Silk
Beauty is not what you think.
It refuses to break when you need it to.
You were given
only the soft things.
Ripe fruit.
Kisses that dissolved
before they meant anything.
Silk,
always silk—
as if your mouth
were a museum
for texture.
You asked once
for something harder.
Something to test
the weight of your jaw.
They laughed—
Why ruin the beautiful?
So you chewed
what you were given:
light,
perfume,
a life without resistance.
It taught you nothing
about how to live.
Only how to please
without tearing.
Only how to smile
without teeth.
But silk is a slow violence.
It wraps the tongue,
coats the breath.
And when you finally bite down—
there’s nothing to break.
You miss the sound
of rupture.
The crunch.
The blood taste
that means
you’ve made contact.
Now you grind
your teeth in sleep.
Waking with threads
on your tongue,
and no memory
of the feast
you keep denying yourself.
How dare you. How dare you do more than distract me from my somber.
Incredible. Just incredible